I realized today that I've been angry and resentful over a lot of things for a long time. The main problem is, they are things over which I have little or no control. So my only choice, literally is to trust God to handle it all. I can't "fix" our marriage, but God can. I can't "fix" the problem of some dental issues I have that could cost thousands of dollars to correct. But God can. I can't "fix" debts and old bills that need to be satisfied. But God can. All I can do is do the best I'm able with the resources he's given me, and trust Him to take care of the rest.
As I write this, I'm confident He has the solutions to these and other much smaller matters, already in motion. I don't have to make it happen. I just have to trust and listen, and follow him day by day.
This song helps me to remember this, when I forget it, which is often. I hope you enjoy it.
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